April 24, 2021 CHANNELED CONVERSATION
My questions are in bold and responses in italic.. I asked questions about my path, but the responses seem to speak to all people, wanted to share.
Why and what are we doing here and how is our relationship to the whole disconnected at such a young age?
If we are truly connected to the grand macrocosm and all is in an inherent balance, why is it that we disconnect from our natural state of being and inherent interconnection to the world around us as a vital part contributing to the whole?
Go back to when you were in the womb. As a fetus you swam in the ocean of a cosmic consciousness, your cells, veins, neurons, beating heart, beat to the same sound and vibration of the universe. You as a DNA, you as a cell that split multiple times contained all the information of the entire universe.
Who are you?
I am all, I am god, I am you, I am cosmic consciousness, I am the consciousness of all beings, I am the nectar of all life.
So why do we disconnect, why do we grow into unhappy human beings that destroy everything, why do we end up with parents that don’t love or value us as they should? Why do our parents suffer and pass that on to their children?
The very act of being born is a brutal break from the space of all consciousness, the very act of being born is suffering. The moment when you become disconnected to the mother, which is the all.
Your first breath is a cry. You long to return to the space of fusion where nothing is separate.
The pain of being separated is excruciating.
Then why do we have to go through that?
I’ve already explained it to you numerous times but you must understand in your deepest essence that you are here to travel a path that has no beginning and no end that always moves from the source back to the source.
You cling to your suffering because when you are born, you experience the experience of separation, you inhabit your body, your mind, your sense of self, excluded from the whole. Your journey is not only to reappropriate the whole but to come to a broader consciousness of what it means to be part of a whole as multiple beings.
You are not alone, you are multiple beings, you believe to be called Carly as a single being yet you are multiple. You are you in multiple life times as multiple people and on multiple time scales and planes. You are affecting yourself and all your own projections of you simultaneously.
I don’t understand then why I have such a strong sense of self that I wake up to each morning.
You remind yourself constantly who you are, your brain is constantly giving you thoughts and feedback that reminds you of who you are. When you detach from your reassuring mind, you are no longer an identity, you just are, unlimited without borders.
Yet if I go look at myself in the mirror, it is always me.
I can be surprised by what I look like, but there is always a reason, if I shift consciousness or come out of a state of meditation, I still look the same. How does this work?
If you shifted the energetic composition of all your cells, you would look different. Each cell contains information and energetic frequency that circulate constantly, as you shift, so they shift, but they shift slowly as their make-up was created since birth. Look at a child, as their consciousness shifts, so does their appearance but their DNA and the traits passed on remain as you can recognize a young child when they are older, but in no way are they the same person. They contain remnants of the biological inscription affected by the make-up of their lives.
Ok so let’s get down to the nitty gritty. What the hell should I be doing? I ask it all the time, I don’t know if I should be massaging or offering classes or doing shows, etc.
I feel like there is a purpose and a direction, I don’t know If I have the sole power of that or how am I influenced by what the world needs or the larger global necessity.
No molecule is unaffected by its environment, you are constantly adjusting and being influenced by your environment, the general needs and your needs shift at every moment.
So how can I focus on an offering that can be well paid if I constantly shift?
Find the deep empathic embrace of the world and above all your current environment. As a part of the whole, you know what is most needed because your soul is constantly looking to integrate. It sees the gaps to be filled and the space in the puzzle that is your natural makeup in this instant.
So how do I understand that?
Recognize first that you are a necessary part of the whole. Recognize your natural state of well-being and how that fits into a larger picture. Nurture the parts of you that excel, that feel alive, that vibrate ecstatically.
Be drawn to the people and places that delight you, that call you, that say you are needed here.
How can I orient my work around that, can you give me exact ideas of how to promote my work or have people want to come to me?
Dance. Speak. Share. Invite. Open your arms and hold. Invite a space, a place, an invitation. Be an invitation for collaboration. Be a space of warmth, be a space of welcome, be a space of feeling, be a space of genuine listening, be a space of deep nourishing health, be a space of freedom and laughter, be a space of compassion and warmth, be a space of singing and joy.
Let people in, let people in, let people in.
Embrace them. Hold them. Love them. Open to them. You are touched by the divine scepter of God, you have multiple beings with you, on your side, awaiting you to move with them and call on them. You have so many, you can hold every one of these people that you desire to enter into your life. You have the ability to hold space for multiple beings and to allow breakthrough deep transformation and connection to happen.
HOW!?
Go dance. Trust. Remember that you are holding a space of softness and freedom and divine play.
PLAY DIVINELY, my child. Do not be weighed down by your idea of financial need or by the need to help and support others, it is simply a warm embrace that you can hold when you are filled. Fill yourself, be yourself, live the beauty of yourself and share it with joyful open arms… simply. And your cup will always be filled. You have nothing to worry about. Your cup will always be filled whenever you desire.