So, you want to manifest your biggest dreams, yeah, yeah, yeah, don’t stop reading yet. I know you’ve watched The Secret, read How to Manifest Wealth, Think and Be Rich, the power of Attraction, and for some reason it didn’t work. (If it did, I would love to hear your story.)
I’m telling you, This shit works.
If, you do it RIGHT.
I am here to freak out about my latest manifestation and to share exactly how I did it so that you can manifest your own magic.
Since the last 9 months, I have come to a point where I am ready to step into my power, and be of service to something greater than myself, in service of all beings.
I know that the tools and my gifts are more than ever needed in this world.
Except, here I am, living out of a suitcase, hopping from home to home since the last 4 months. Hard to feel focus, clarity and mission when I have to go to my car to look for the pasta, salt and toothpaste.
I feel alive and my soul sparkles in Bolinas, on the California coast, my home since the last 4 years. Popular rumor says it is one of the hardest places in the world to find a home, even if you have money.
When I am in Bolinas, every cell in my body says, I am home. The nature, the people, the community.
My options, live in a camper, a trailer for 1900$/ month, a non-insulated yurt for 1800$/ month or leave town.
I get a proposal from a realtor who saw my public post looking for housing, she tells me about an apartment in Stinson Beach. Stinson, just 12 minutes away by car. Just a short icy swim across a 200ft. channel to get to Bolinas. I can see myself doing that, then hanging out in a soggy wet suit in Bolinas all day. That’s not bad. Right?
Isn’t it funny how we can contort our minds to believe that something is ok for us when we know it’s not?
Stinson Beach. People don’t smile at you and wave when you pass like they do in Bolinas. It’s noisy and 90% tourists. I see the apartment, it’s sweet, I can afford it, but my whole body feels heavy and my heart drops.
Settling for second best.
I return to the wild solitary beach in Bolinas and just know. THIS is my home! I am GOING to live here.
Ok, here we go…now that I know what I want, I can ask for it.
Time to pull out the ol’ ritual.
Here’s how it went; I’m sharing because I’m guessing you may want to manifest something in your life and perhaps you need some extra powers to make it happen. Here’s the steps I created.
Wake up 4:30 AM (ok not necessary, but I was jet lagged)
1. Prepare space
Candles, Anugama shamanic music, tarot cards, rocks, stones, sage, drawing stuff, paper, pen, yes go all out, this is a ritual, throw on the extra patchouli.
2. Draw what I most deeply desire
I abstractly painted THE FEELING of the house I wanted. No thoughts, no exact requests, no architectural plans, just the feeling. (P.S. your kids crayons work too.)
3. Dance like a mad woman
I looked at my drawing and let my body move to the sound of shamanic music, letting my body incorporate the feeling of what it would be like to be in this house in BOLINAS.
4. Yell and Request like a mad woman
I made it super clear to the universe what I wanted and why while stomping my feet and jumping up and down, (I’m sure the neighbors loved that). I told them, (not the neighbors, the universe) “Hey, if I am to be of service to this earth and to be fully in my power, I need a place where I can be my greatest contribution. I need a home where I can receive clients, where I can be nourished, where I can hold space for friends and gatherings, I need it to feel financially doable and I need to know by Dec. 1st (I did this Nov. 25th)!!”
5. Write up the exchange
I wrote down clearly everything that came up about this home during my dance and mainly in first person like it was already there. Eg. In this home I am able to hold space for gatherings, have clients, etc.… and in exchange I offer myself to be of greatest service to others and for the benefit of all beings.
6. Let go of the blockages
I stood up and imagined all the thoughts and beliefs that could energetically block this from happening. I swiped them away with my hands and stomped them down, yelled them away and replaced them with the opposite. Ex. Playing small, thinking I don’t have enough money, thinking it’s impossible to have a house in Bolinas, etc.…
7. Gratitude
This is the moment of deep trust that my message had been heard and the light beings, energy, etc. heard and are working on answering my request. I offered verbal heartfelt prayers of gratitude.
And there you go. They are working on it and now the biggest and hardest part is to…
8. LET GO.
And trust that your request was heard. You become that energy of what you want and now you have to let go of it happening.
What!? You just did a whole 2-hour ritual and adamantly told the whole universe that you are going to have that thing and now you have to just let go!!? Why?
Because, if you get all tight and start holding on to the result. ENERGY STOPS FLOWING.
We are working with ENERGY.
Manifestation works because thoughts/ beliefs/ words/ ideas are energy. You are energy, everything is energy. Energy syncs up to other energy, this is why everybody looks badly at you when you are in a bad mood. This is why everything is beautiful and perfect and life offers you roses when you’re in love. The energy you become is what life offers you. If you get tight around a result and start controlling that it is going to happen, stress out, wonder when it’s going to happen, etc. Your energy doesn’t let things flow in, because you put out the energy that you are lacking and life will keep showing you how much you lack.
When you believe something is hard, it will be hard.
When make it CLEAR what you want, you trust with ease and the energy will align with the energetic vibration you put off and it happens on its own.
Figure out what you want, ask and let the universe figure out the how.
MAGIC.
And then 1 hour after my ritual, I got an email from the realtor who tells me about an enormous house, in Bolinas.
And., I happen to have a friend who is looking for housing in Bolinas and does similar work and has a similar vision.
2 weeks of credit checks, referrals, other applicants, etc.
And today, we got approved!!
This house is freaking…. OMG
Really!!??
It’s gorgeous!
Views, space, this could be a retreat space!
Holy MOLY
Are you serious, me!? Like tiny house me?
This is like 20 times the size!
I’m going to pass out, but I can’t.
Ok, I’m going to run around a parking lot screaming and jumping.
AMAZING.
It’s like when you get what you ask for and it’s so huge and scary and awesome all at the same time that you don’t know if you should scream for joy or pass out.
Move in date January 1st.
Next step, manifestation of a third perfect person to share this home.
So, what are you going to manifest in 2022? You are meant to grow & thrive, not to just settle.
#1 Clarify what you want.
#2 Ask for it and feel like it’s already there in your body.
#3 Let go of the beliefs that block it from happening.
#4 Trust and let your intuition help you act on the opportunities that come your way.
Sounds easy, but hard to do right?
Do you find it hard to truly trust and has life shown you a different experience?
Do you feel angst and a deep desire for something that makes your soul sing and you just can’t seem to find a way for it to happen?
You want to feel aligned with what you do, who you are and what your life looks like, right?
Who doesn’t?
But maybe you can actually do it. Yeah you. YOU. YOU! YOU!!!!!!
Go ahead, give yourself a kick in the ass and get off the train of slow moving, going nowhere special, I don’t know the destination.
Life is now, let’s make it magic.
I hope the example ritual above can support you to design one for yourself and what you would like to manifest into your life in 2022.
If you’d like some support around clarifying what you do want, what is blocking it from happening and how to shift that and make things actually happen according to what makes your soul sparkle… I’m here to help.
Feel free to hop on the phone with me and let’s just chat about what’s going on for you and what you need to get on the path to make your dreams really happen.
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